These are the things …

These are the things that have proved more valuable than my friendship – a washing machine and a television. These are the things that are more important than my wellbeing – what other nameless faces will say These are the things that are more valuable than the lives of countless men, women and children in …

Words, the conduit of life

I was first awakened to language at the end of a game of Scrabble that I had gatecrashed. The actor, whose name now escapes me, but whose beautiful face, rests in partial lines in my memory, quoted a line from Hamlet, “and dawn her russet mantle spread”. I was 19, at drama school doing stage …

Listening to Jackson Brown 2015

The past is alive with music and music is alive with the past. The taste of a whole way of living: the smell, the touch, the greasy feel of the seventies. Sliding through the cloying, rich smell of resin, hanging like incense in a room filled with reclining bodies and pots of tea. Speakers the …

The silence of reality

The core of me is silence.  A profound stillness that is thick and filling, which rises up to my mouth and spills out in feelings and words.  If I sink into it, I lose the edges of myself and release outwards, gently held in an infinite womb of potential. That silence is reality, it moves …

Where there’s muck there’s honesty

I saw the film Made in Dagenham – set in 1968 and about the dispute which led to the equal pay act in Britain.  It is not the attitudes which take me back – it is the griminess that evokes the era for me.  Brick walls, crumbling concrete and a feeling of decay – old …